Everybody have their chance.
When chance comes please hold it on.
Don't let it go.
If not you will regret just like me.
Because I had let the chance go when the festival of secondary school...
First time break up is because she tells her parents.
Second time break up is because the fucking noob asshole warden tells her parents.
Third time break up is because her SPM result is too poor, she need to improve.
Now my turn.
Today (20th May 2011, Friday) you don't want reply me never mind.
Tomorrow (21st May 2011, Saturday) you don't want reply me never mind, because you still have one day.
The day after tomorrow (22nd May 2011, Sunday) you don't want reply me, then I won't wait for you anymore.
It means we totally break up.
I have my limit until 12am, 23rd May 2011, Monday.
It is enough.
No more please.
No more waiting.
I have had enough.
Talking To The Moon - Bruno Mars
I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have
At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon
I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know
Cause when the
sun goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back
At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon
Ahh Ahh,
Ahh Ahh,
Do you ever hear me calling?
Ahh Ahh (Ohhh),
Ahh Ahh (Ohhh),
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon
I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
Specially thanks to Ho Yi Heng here for introduce me this song =).
Yeogikkaji~ga uri duri ggeutingayo
Sesangi uril heoralhal ddae geuddae kkajiman
It`s OK baby please don`t cry
Ginagin yeohaengi ggeutnatjiman
Ddo eonjengan maju chigetji
Da-eum sesangeseo ggok dashi manna (dashi manna~)
Gakkeum nunmuri nal chaja-ol ddaemyeon
Areumda weotdeon uril giyeok halgeyo
Geudae deo isang apeuji marayo jebal
And please don’t cry
It`s OK baby please don`t cry
Ginagin yeohaengi ggeutnatjiman
Ddo eonjengan maju chigetji
Da-eum sesangeseo ggok dashi manna
It`s OK baby please don`t cry
Ginagin yeohaengi ggeutnatjiman
Ddo eonjengan maju chigetji
Da-eum sesangeseo ggok dashi manna
Please reply me... please...
2011年5月20日星期五
*明天最后一科了,要努力,加油喔!!!*
*嗯,谢谢~*
Aiya...
Said don't want sms her already, but my hands are too itchy.
LOL.
Never mind.
Today after her exam must find her to chat.
Because today is 20th May.
♥520♥
Cute type of Defense of the Ancients.
It has been a long time since I last update my blog. (LOL. Just 3 days =.=)
This few days keep playing computer games: DotA.
Luckily it accompanies my holidays, if not I will start depressed.
Never mind.
I will update my blog when I feel depressed or when I go back Kampar.
Better I don't update it.
2011年5月17日星期二
I was very regret that I consult my sister.
But her consultation is very good.
Se said I can't wait for her until her study finish.
Even though she graduate secondary school, how about degree?
She is going to take her degree course at Taiwan.
I cannot so selfish holding her and don't let her go.
Ok.
Now I set a condition.
I'm still wait for her until she graduate secondary school.
This November I will get the answer.
If we still have that feel, then we continue.
If we don't have that feel, then we break up.
For sure, I hope that we can continue.
But now I must try myself back to single life first.
If I can't accept the life suddenly without her I will totally collapse.
Nowadays I don't know why I like to listen to their song.
Actually their song is quite cute compare with others Korean band.
2011年5月16日星期一
'Mulai MUET tahun 2012, ujian MUET akan dijalankan sebanyak tiga kali setahun dan dijangka akan berlangsung pada bulan Mac, Julai, dan November.'
You can take your MUET 3 times in a year now...
Means I will get more chances to pass it =)
And I want to suggest her to take this test, but how do I tell her?
Haha...
Our learning Mathematics graph represented by a 'Beautiful Dance Moves'.
I think after seeing this picture, we will memorize the shape of graph easily.
Today I saw many friends post a word of picture in their wall.
After clicking it inside, the source is from ﹋折翼天使﹏×恋爱恶魔×の﹊恋爱记事本﹎ page.
It has a album called 喜欢的……女生の名~.
I taught I won't find the last name word of hers.
But when I scroll down, I accidently saw this word.
So I taught again this is just a coincidence.
After that, Wei Theng want to find her last name word.
I found the whole album but still cannot find it.
Then she just simply point out the word of her last name.
Is this a 'edge'? The 'edge' destined me to see it, then I must be see it.
Otherwise even though you use your whole spirit to find, still cannot find it.
i miss u...i need u...i love u
Found this picture in her wall...
Did she?
And who is the 'u'?
2011年5月15日星期日
She gives an advice.
I seems like keep disturbing her, but not waiting for her.
So...
I better don't find her any more.
Let her study more.
Hehe...
Today sms with her happily.
It is begining by a joke...
The moment I sms her let me rewind back the time since we met... ♥sweet♥
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
Tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the World that I'm coming
[Diddy]
I'm back where I belong, yeah I never felt so strong (yeah)
(I'm back baby)
I feel like there's nothing that I can't try
And if you with me put your hands high
(put your hands high)
If you ever lost a light before, this one's for you
And you, the dreams are for you
I hear "The Tears of a Clown"
I hate that song
I always feel like they talking to me when it comes on (come on)
Another day another Dawn
Another Keisha, nice to meet ya, get the math I'm gone
What am I 'posed to do when the club lights come on
Its easy to be Puff, its harder to be Sean
What if the twins ask why I ain't marry their mom (why, damn!)
How do I respond?
What if my son stares with a face like my own
And says he wants to be like me when he's grown
Shit, but I ain't finished growing
Another night the inevitible prolongs
Another day another Dawn
Just tell Keisha and Taresha I'll be better in the morn'
Another lie that I carry on
I need to get back to the place I belong
[Dirty Money - Chorus]
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
Tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the World that I'm coming... home
[Diddy]
"A house is Not a Home", I hate this song
Is a house really a home when your loved ones are gone
And niggas got the nerve to blame you for it
And you know you woulda took the bullet if you saw it
But you felt it and still feel it
And money can't make up for it or conceal it
But you deal with it and you keep ballin'
Pour out some liquor, play ball and we keep ballin'
Baby we've been living in sin 'cause we've been really in love
But we've been living as friends
So you've been a guest in your own home
It's time to make your house your home
Pick up your phone, come on
[Dirty Money - Chorus]
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
Tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the World that I'm coming... home
[Diddy]
"Ain't No Stopping Us Now", I love that song
Whenever it comes on it makes me feel strong
I thought I told y'all that we won't stop
We back cruising through Harlem, Viso blocks
It's what made me, saved me, drove me crazy
Drove me away than embraced me
Forgave me for all of my shortcomings
Welcome to my homecoming
Yeah it's been a long time coming
Lot of fights, lot of scars, lot of bottles
Lot of cars, lot of ups, lot of downs
Made it back, lost my dog (I miss you BIG)
And here I stand, a better man! (a better man)
Thank you Lord (Thank you Lord)
[Dirty Money - Chorus]
I'm coming home
I'm coming home
Tell the World I'm coming home
Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday
I know my kingdom awaits and they've forgiven my mistakes
I'm coming home, I'm coming home
Tell the World that I'm coming... home
I have not been going back home for two months.
HOME, KL, I'm back =D!
[CL]Jigeum naega haneun yaegi
Neol apeuge halji molla
Ama nal jukdorok miwohage doel kkeoya
[Minzy]Naega yejeon gatji antadeon ne mal
Modu teullin mareun aniya
Nado byeonhaebeorin naega nat seolgimanhae
[CL]Baby I'm sorry neowa isseodo nan lonely
Saranghagin naega bujokhanga bwa
Ireon motnan nal yongseohae
[Minzy]I'm sorry ige neowa naui story
Sarangiran naegen gwabunhanga bwa
Ne gyeote isseodo
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
[CL]Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
[Minzy]Cuz I'm just another girl
I bami werowo nan
Deoneun gyeondil su eobseo good bye
[Dara]Cuz I'm just another girl
[CL]Neomuna werowo
[Bom]Jigeum ne gyeote isseodo baby I'm so lonely
[Minzy]Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
[CL]Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely
Baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely.
This few days keep listening on this song.
It is damn nice and suitable for me: LONELY.
Hate you blogger.
Server down at 13th May 2011 and then role back all the blog post to 11th May 2011.
I need to find back what I have post on 12th May 2011.
T.T
Suddenly remember she will delete my wall post in Facebook without watch it first.
How now =( ?
Can I lock those post on her wall =P ?
Haiz...
Have a bad dream yesterday night.
My dream is talking about 3 person in a car.
We were going to theater to watch a movie.
The driver is a man, beside driver sit is her and I was sitting at the back side.
I keep found something to chat during the road but they had no respond =(
The dream straight jump over the movie.
They two came out from theater and talked about the movie happily.
I stand there and ask them where they will go but they ignore me and straight go away =(
Why I seems like a person who keep bother them in the situation?
Or I'm a invisible man?
Or I'm a dead man?
Or...
They fall in love and I'm the third person?
But...
Why I'm so mind she falls in love with another guy?
I had set a condition for her, if she loves another guy, I will let her go.
But why I'm still so mind about it o.O?
2011年5月13日星期五
It's time to sleep =)
Tomorrow morning I will have the last paper: Digital Electronics.
Oops.
Forgot to pray.
It is pray for you.
Pray for your Calculus and Mechanics (Applied Mathematics) tomorrow.
Pray for these two subject you will have the best luck on it.
Pray for you will have a good results on them.
All the best!
Add oil lo! q(^o^)p *\^o^/*
Oops again...
Forgot to pray for me.
Fine.
Never mind.
Because it is just for YOU...
Hehe...
While I'm studying, I'm listening to the music with my headphone ♫~
Who give it to me as my birthday present huh?
The person that I'm still loving, Ng Xy Yi.
2011年5月12日星期四
Are you the happy person? ^^
o.o
=D
The cat is so cute, laugh until I can't see its teeth ^.^
You should drink more water yea~!
Weather Bureau pointed out that the high temperatures and hot weather on the Malaysia peninsula, the maximum temperature is 36.2 Celsius, hot weather is expected to continue into next week.. T.T
Actually I found the third sentence in drama or movie.
But when I Google Search it, it gives me these results.
This four sentence shows that as long as she is not married, he will not give up so easily.
Suddenly feel that my message is very powerful o.O
Make her cannot reply me again =P
So happy.
I can wait for her.
Whether she does not allow me to wait for her, I still want to wait =P
Even there is any worst thing happen, I also can accept it =)
I believe keu daen kyeod eh eop ji man
ee dae roh ee pyeol eun ah ni ket chyo
I believe na eh geh oh neun gil eun
cho geum meol ri dol ah ol poon ee ket chyo
moh doo ji na gan keu gi eok sok eh seo
nae ga na reul ah peu geh ha myo noon mool eul man deul chyo
na man keum ool ji ahn ki reul keu dae man eun
noon mool eop shi nal pyeon ha geh poh nae joo gi reul
eon jehn ga ta shi dol ah ol
keu da ra neun keol ahl gi eh nan mid go it ki eh
gi da ril geh yo nan keu dae yeo ya man ha chyo
I believe nae ga ah pa hal ga pwa
keu dae neun ool ji doh mot haet get chyo
I believe heu reu neun nae noon mool ee
keu dael ta shi nae geh dol ryeo joo ket chyo
ji goo meom choo neun nae noon gil sok eh seo
keu dae moh deup deul ee deo ol ra noon mool eul man deul chyo
na man keum ool ji ahn ki reul keu dae man eun
noon mool eop shi nal pyeon ha geh poh nae joo gi reul
eon jehn ga ta shi dol ah ol
keu da ra neun keol ahl gi eh nan mid go it ki eh
gi da ril geh yo nan keu dae yeo ya man ha chyo
nan keu dae al gi jeon ee seh sang doh
ee reoh keh noon poo syot neun ji
keu ha neul ah rae seo ee jen
noon mool roh nam kyo chyeot ji man
ee ja ril nan ji gil keh yo
keu dae ran ee yoo man eu roh na eh geh neun
gi ta rim joh cha choong boon hi haeng bok ha ket chyo
sarang ha ee yoo man eu roh
doh ha roo ga ji na ga go oh neun kil ee cheo doh
ki da ril keh yo nan keu dae yeo ya man ha chyo
nan keu dae yeo ya man ha chyo
I believe you.
I believe you are still loving me.
I believe you won't be the person who give up the relationship easily.
I will wait for you, don't worry.
I will wait for you until you can fall in love with me again.
I don't mind what you are doing in your virtual life (Facebook) now,
The message was a bomb explode in my heart to let me cannot concentrate on the Signals, Circuits and Systems final exam.
Luckily at least I can pass the subject.
But never mind.
I will save this relationship no matter what happens.
Just getting up then the brain start think about the stuff...
Haiz...
What is the end of the story?
Will we love together forever?
Or some kind of things prevent us to love each other?
=(
2011年5月10日星期二
Am I too focus on virtual life (internet stuff: Facebook) instead of real life?
It is because
I mind she delete my wall post,
I mind she delete our memorable album,
I mind she put single as her relationship,
I mind she was chatting happily with other boys,
I mind her profile picture is wearing a necklace that is not my giving present =(
It's the time to have a conclusion which decide TOGETHER or BREAK UP.
Well, I sure hope that, it remains the same, means TOGETHER, means I will still wait for her. (Am I too stupid? Or this call love?)
If the answer is BREAK UP, I think I will cry the whole night...
Today I don't have any feeling about miss her.
Actually it is a good feeling for me to prepare my final exam.
And... Because she doesn't miss me too.
Why should I miss her huh?
=(
Haha...
Cheerful a bit now.
Why?
Because at least I know I won't fail my Basic Economics, Accounting and Management ^^
